Take heed that your way to God be not misrepresented to you by people you have trusted to lead you spiritually. I urge you to seek the truth with all that you have. Jesus will reveal Himself to those who diligently seek Him. Seek Him, not your own way, but in truth, wanting only the truth to guide you and seeking it from God with all your heart.
Nevertheless the foundation of God stands sure, having this seal, The Lord knows those who are his. And, let everyone who names the name of Christ depart from iniquity. - 2 Timothy 2:19